………and that marks the end of my Hari Raya for this year -.-

Yes. That’s how pathetic it is. My busy September schedule starts tomorrow w Camp Renaissance for three days, after which is the Thailand Training Tour and following that, Nomad Adventure Camp over at Ipoh. I am so stoked for September but as mush as I’m trying to psyched myself up for tomorrow,

I’m still torn over the fact that I won’t be able to send the tall boy off to the airport tomorrow since I’ve gotta start camp registration at seven in the morning :( What’s worse, he’ll be going away to China for 6 long weeks and there’s nothing I can do but dwell about it in a long post on tumblr -.- 

And than, that got me thinking. 

I’ve been single for nearly a year now and it suddenly struck me, maybe it’s true when my bestfriend said that I don’t have time for a boyfriend. Just look at me, as much as I wish I could, I can’t even find the time to send a good friend off to the airport. Sigh, I’m not surprised if nobody sends me off either.

Anyway, that’s how busy I am every month. I don’t like having free time. Maybe once a month, I wouldn’t mind staying home doing nothing but that’s it. Once a month’s more than enough for me. I hate the thought of waking up, clueless about what to do for the day. I mean, why waste your life away?

………..But then again, maybe I’m just thinking too much. See you guys in three days!